1. |
close to you
01:16
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why do you do the things you do?
ive been trying so hard to get away from
you were only the first one that I knew
I been trying so hard to get close to
you
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this might be the last time that I'm gonna see ya
wish I knew how it felt to have no idea
this might be the last time that I'm gonna see ya
hope you're doing well, you have no idea
you chose it over me
what happened to your family?
yea you chose it over me.
all the methamphetamine
you're making angels in the snow when it's not snowing,
angels in the snow when its not snowing,
angels in the snow when its not snowing,
angels in the snow when its not snowing,
angels in the snow when its not snowing.
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3. |
what you're made of
01:16
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hope you enjoyed the time I spent with you
sorry that it didn't last
wish I could have knew
I wanna make you feel good
wanna make you feel good
wanna make you feel good
I wanna feel good too
because I know what you're made of
I know what you're made of
I know what you're made of
and I'm made of that too.
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4. |
good boy
02:31
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am I a good boy?
am I a good boy?
an evil man raised me,
evil man raised me.
am I a good boy?
am I a good boy?
an evil man raised me,
evil man raised me.
pass on all your guilt and all your hatred to me
I'll take it.
I know you're lying, but I'm dying to see.
am I a good boy?
am I a good boy?
an evil man raised me,
evil man raised me.
am I a good boy?
am I a good boy?
an evil man raised me,
evil man raised me.
throw out all your brain cells,
they're just rotting away.
give them all to me,
I'll make them something interesting.
am I a good boy?
am I a good boy?
an evil man raised me,
evil man raised me.
am I a good boy?
am I a good boy?
evil men raised me
evil men raised me.
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5. |
angel
02:43
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i am a sponge tell me everything you know
regurgitate my thoughts i just wanna grow and grow
i am a god and i know all there is to know
teach it all to me and I'll promise i wont show
i am a lady and im not wearing any clothes
say awful things to me and start calling me a hoe
i am the devil in the form of a man
start feeding me your shit, i'll eat it right out of your hand
i am your daddy and i'm on my way back home
can you meet me at the mcdonalds ive been feeling pretty alone
i am an angel and i will never die
start giving me your powder i wanna know what its like to fly
i ran out of feelings can you teach me how to cry?
i dont think i have them either but i can sure try
I don't know what I'm feeling
I just wanna die
I can't escape this feeling
I just wanna die
I cannot fly
I just wanna die
I cannot cry
I just wanna die
I just wanna die
I just wanna die
I just wanna die
i am a sponge tell me everything you know
regurgitate my thoughts i just wanna grow and grow
i am a god and i know all there is to know
teach it all to me and I'll promise i wont show
i am a lady and im not wearing any clothes
say awful things to me and start calling me a hoe
i am the devil in the form of a man
start feeding me your shit, i'll eat it right out of your hand
i am your daddy and i'm on my way back home
can you meet me at the mcdonalds ive been feeling pretty alone
i am an angel and i will never die
start giving me your powder i wanna know what its like to fly
i ran out of feelings, can you teach me how to cry?
i dont think i have them either but i can sure try
I cannot fight this feeling
I just wanna cry
I don't know what I'm feeling
I just wanna die
I cannot cry I just wanna die
I cannot fly I just wanna die
I just wanna die
I just wanna die
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6. |
thank you
01:32
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thank you for showing me what it feels like to be loved
I don't gotta worry, I know I'm who you're thinking of
but I do because of my past
and I hope that this will last
thank you for telling me all the things I need to hear
I didn't think I deserved it, been fucked up the past few years
and all of the time has gone, I think I grew in a good way
and all of my life I've lied, but I try not to worry
but I do because of my past
and I hope that this will last
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7. |
your supplier
00:45
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you shot my dog in the head just to prove that you're a man
cut down my favorite tree just because you can
you drank all of my nyquil, didn't know that you were sick
take all of my medicine, maybe that'll do the trick
I hope I never meet your supplier
feeling good, yeah you've never been higher
go to sleep yea you're looking tired
you lost your job, you keep getting fired
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8. |
on my way back up
03:23
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ive been stuck inside a loop
been waiting to come back to you
your mama never liked me
i wish that she thought differently
but its alright and its okay
ill try again some other day
ill close my eyes, go back to bed
i can be with you inside my head
I miss doing nothing with you
I miss always feeling blue
It's just the operate,
just the way my brains arranged
but it's alright and its okay
you'll be in my life another way
when we're all good and stars align
only thing we can do is give it some time
but i am so glad that I had got to be with you these past months
please don't be mad i just need some time to be alone in silence
and ive been stuck inside my room
learning how to exist without you
i forgot the things I used to do
and all the people that I knew
but it's alright and it's okay
because I was back on my bullshit yesterday
I'll open my eyes, go outside instead
because everything that I feel is all in my head
but i am so glad that I had got to grow with you these past months
promise i'm not sad I just need some time to be alone in silence
and please don't get mad baby
i'm really feeling down here lately
i'm on my way back up, safely.
I pack a lot for such a little lady.
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and I'm gonna end it all tonight
(the devil on my shoulder says im choosin right)
nothing that I do makes me feel alive
(but the angel in the mirror says I'm doing just fine)
please don't please don't
(I know you won't)
please don't please don't
(I never will)
please don't please don't
(I know you won't)
please don't please don't
(I never will)
I think I'm gonna try and sleep it off this time
(a few more hours till morning then you'll be alright)
sleep the day away instead of getting high
(dream another hour, we're just killing time)
and please don't, please don't
I know you won't I know you won't I know you won't
please don't, please don't
I never will, I never will
(when the sun goes away
the demons come out to play
in my head, in my mind
I think I'm running out of time
sun goes away
the demons come out to play
in my head in my mind
think I'm running out of time)
and please don't, please don't
I know you won't I know you won't I know you won't
please don't, please don't
I never will, I never will
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10. |
wanna be a real boy
01:54
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I wanna be a real boy
don't wanna be a toy
wanna take my shirt off
don't wanna be soft
i'm gonna get some surgery
will my mom still love me?
god wants to hurt me
I'm goin to hell
just for being me
I be a real boy
never knew I had a choice
I wanna feel alive again
the only thing I want's a sin
I'm trying to be happy
in a world so cruel to me
what happened to my daddy?
i'm an angel
and so is he
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11. |
angel eyes
01:34
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no more angel dust is falling from the sky
all the angel dust is coming from my eyes
oh, go to sleep now
oh, you're safe, eyes.
oh, start to dream now.
oh, go to sleep, goodnight.
no more angel dust is falling from the sky.
all the angel dust is coming from my eyes.
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12. |
anxiety
02:14
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I've been getting all these unknown callers on my phone
and I don't think I wanna be alone but
you'll invite me over
we'll hangout, both be sober
I don't think Im doing what I should
and they're all looking at me
I'm looking away pretending I can't see
everyone's just out to get me
I'm walking down the road, got no place to be
I could act like I do not care,
but holy fuck I care
and when the sun goes down
my mind doesn't like to share
so interrupt my silence,
don't think of it as shyness
I don't think I'm doing all I could
no one's looking at me
I'm looking around expecting something to see
everyone's just tryna help me
I'm walking down the road, got anxiety.
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13. |
king of nothing
01:17
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I don't want anyone
to see me this way
i want to leave
i wanna go away
bury me in the ground
lay me down with a crown
now i'm the king
the king of nothing
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14. |
I don't know anything
01:01
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I don't know what I want
I don't know how I feel
I don't know what I think
I don't know anything
If I could go back in time
I'd never leave my room
I wouldn't meet anybody at all
I'd never say hi to you
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15. |
angel dust
02:10
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I don't care what you do
you'll be fine, you always do
you're a god, i'm just a kid
you can't admit the things you did
I'm glad that you're around
soon you'll be buried in the ground
you were lost and now you're found
and I wish that you would take care of yourself
when I'm grown you'll be put on my shelf
you're an angel while you're here
hope it lasts a couple more years
I don't wanna meet your friends
I'm afraid I might kill them
it's getting late
where have you been?
all your angel dust
making you turn to rust
everybody that you trust
wants nothing to do with us
all your angel dust
making you turn to rust
everybody that you trust
wants nothing to do with us
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16. |
frustrating
00:38
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its so frustrating
when the whole world fading
and theres no one to rely on
and the whole world is ending
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wanna see you
00:47
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I wanna see you
wanna see you yea
wanna believe you
but time moves too fast
if things were normal
if things were normal, yeah
maybe we'd be more formal
I hope that this will last
Cuz I've been so up in my head
you're throwing pebbles at my window
while I'm sleeping in my bed
and I never meant to hurt you
I should be more aware of that
I'll do better in the future,
let's just leave it in the past and.
I wanna see you
wanna believe you.
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18. |
rooting for you
01:41
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pack up all of your things from here
move on, it's time to disappear
shyness it making it seem unclear
angry that I lost my patience
my confidence turning to anxiousness
I know you wanna go back and just be a kid again
I'm rooting for you
but, there's nothing for you here
I'm waiting for you,
but I'm scared, I'm scared
I'm rooting for you
but, there's nothing for you here
I'm waiting for you,
but I'm scared, I'm scared.
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I can't help it if I don't feel the way I'm supposed to
I try to fight it but I always feel the same
I think about you and sometimes I think I like you
I can't feel nothing and that's never gonna change
when I wake up in the morning I'd rather be alone
I never feel I'm missing something, I feel comfortable
I know how to fuck myself I've made it this far all by myself
I don't have any room for you, I couldn't if I wanted to.
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20. |
something strong
02:17
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why wasn't I born a boy
I'm tired of feeling like toy
I wanna be so strong
yeah, at the top's where I belong
why don't I ever speak my mind?
was taught to never be unkind.
I wanna be someone real
i'll teach myself to never feel a thing
again, I've made myself so boring
and I know I'm not
I know that I am something strong
I can't keep on living without meaning
and I know I'm not
I know that there is something wrong
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21. |
bad things
00:29
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there are bad things living inside my body
growing and growing stronger inside me
there are a lot of bad things that want me dead
of course this would happen as soon as I wanna live instead
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22. |
sorry for everything
01:05
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i'm sorry for all the things I said to you
I didn't mean it, know you're upset will you tell the truth?
I gotta bad habit of not thinking my actions through
wanna be a better person from now on I'll tell the truth
because I've been so alone
I never ever wanna look at my phone again
and I've been on my own
I don't have enough energy to defend myself again
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23. |
wanna be alone
00:47
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bring you back to where I found you
because I do not want you here
and after that I've been thinking
think I've made myself clear
I wanna be alone
wanna be alone
I wanna be alone
wanna be alone
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24. |
oversaturation
00:37
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oversaturation of me coming around
understimulation of us keepin us down
under ground
under ground
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25. |
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what up court
what up ass
you're my best friend
lets huff some gas
DMT, mescaline
if you wanna live life thats how u win
I don't know whats
real or fake
being born
is a big ass mistake
did someone say.. steak
uh. CP.. I'm a vegetarian, remember?
oh yee
I never know if I'm real or fake
all I know is that I'm a big ass mistake
I never know if I'm real or fake
all I know is that I'm a big ass mistake
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